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Turn your focus and attention to your breath.
Allow your consciousness to move with the rise and fall of
your chest and the filling and release of the lungs.
Continue in this manner for several breaths; allowing
each to become softer, smoother and slower. With each
breath your physical body appears to lighten and your
center of consciousness floats upwards towards the inner
eye. You feel enveloped by the mist of transition
between the Physical and Astral. And as this veil
thins and you see before you a black door. The
door is a matte finish and you are not quite sure what
material it has been made from. It is both liquid and
solid in feel. You reach
out and push against the door and find yourself stepping
into what appears to be utter and sheer blackness.
You take a deep breath and
muster your courage and any fears you may have of the leave
just as quickly as they may have come as you exhale gently.
You move forward and are surprised to feel softness beneath
your feet. It moves in rhythm with your step, giving way
with each footfall, but nonetheless gently supporting your
weight. You are in a complete state of trust and
instinct as the darkness is so pervasive you cannot see your
outstretched hand in front of you.
You take a few more steps;
unsure in which direction you are actually traveling as this
place has a feeling of being non-linear in nature and you
are sure that it is multi-dimensional making finding your
bearings next to impossible. Your sensibilities try to grab
onto the control of knowing the direction in which you are
moving, but each time the knowledge slips through your grasp
of mind. Weary from thinking on this, you decide to simply
rest and stop. Gently you lower yourself into what now seems
to be a pool of thick liquid. Funny, but it did not
feel that way as you were walking, so you are surprised at
this new turn of events.
The liquid barely covers your
legs as you sit, so you feel comfortable resting here for a
bit. Take a few moments and sit quietly. Allow whatever
thoughts or images that wish to present themselves to you to
come easily, not lingering or dwelling too long an any.
Be in this space of darkness
for as long as you wish and when you feel ready, gently rise
for it is time to move on and deeper into this womb of
darkness. You take a few steps forward and become
aware of a rhythmic pulse of sound. It reminds you of the
gentle inhale and exhale of breath and the sound of the air
as it fills lungs and gives life and then is released back
into the atmosphere.
You find that as the sound
increases, your rhythm of breath has become a mirror
reflection of this pulse that surrounds you. You breath
gently and easily, each breath folding into the pace that
surrounds you. You are breathing the life of the
universe. You are inhaling the first swirl of the void and
breathing out the stars, planets, form and force. You are at
once creator and co-creator. Continue to breathe in this
manner for several minutes more. After a time you once again
find you have returned to your own pace and rhythm of
breath.
Suddenly, there is a flash of
blinding light- the blackness has held you as a mother holds
her child close to her breast. The star light of the
great mother's loving gaze stares down at you, her most
precious creation and you feel an overwhelming sense of love
- of protection and of a deep gnosis that envelopes and
encompasses every part of your being. She closes her
eyes and you lean back into the embrace and gentle support
of the velvety blackness. Tiny particles of light flicker
about you and the darkness feels warm and alive around you.
The body of the Mother holds you closely in her embrace.
Rest for some time in the
space of these loving energies. Allow every cell of your
being to be open to receiving this gift of great love,
understanding and deep knowing. Be held in the profound
silence and the tender care of SHE who gave you life. Be
still. Be.
You have received all that is
needed at this time. You feel loved, inspired and
renewed. You feel yourself being gently released from HER
embrace and as the darkness thins you can can see the
outline of the door through which you came just ahead. As
you move towards it, you know that the feelings and
experience of this journey are there for you always. You
have but to breathe into the energy of the Universe to
connect with your First Mother. HER love surrounds you and
her gaze flows through the moonlit nights and the stars that
feel the sky above.
There is a faint glow around the edge of the doorway,
so it is easy to see where it is and you know that it is time to return to
your daily activities and normal state of being. You move
towards the door and gently push it open, stepping through to a dense blue mist. This is
the veil of transition and juncture between your visioning
and the manifest world. You feel yourself enveloped in the
veil of transition between the Physical and Astral world.
The veils of transformation and all they
contain gently fade from your sight and you begin the
descent back into your physical state of being and the room
and space in which you began this pathworking. Return
to awareness of the rhythm of your breath and the rise and
fall of your chest. Become aware of the physicality of
where you are sitting or laying… your body pressed against
cushion, chair or floor.
~ And when you are
ready, gently flutter your eyes open ~ |